I spend most of my time here now
My heart feels broken and somehow I’m loved. I don’t want to stop it because I’ll fall apart. But I’m falling apart right now. How the fuck do I pick myself up? How do I make sure I’m never that close to gone again? I don’t trust myself. Ever. So how does he trust me? I need him, but I don’t. It’s very complicated. He’s “bad” for me, but everyone likes him and supports us. I think he’s beautiful, but other times I see him as less, and I shouldn’t. I just need to think, as myself, for once. I keep thinking as other people. AND I need to stop bottling up feelings, and then letting them explode all over unprepared everyone. I’m gonna start writing more. And taking more pictures. Because this transition time between my two lives, right now, might be important later and I should treasure it.
God damn it I’m still angry. I need some help.
This may be the filthiest thing I have ever seen.
that is me
my album on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/52716450/via/GultenAkin
Oh my God. I think youre trying to kill me with your sexiness.